CONFESSIONS OF CONFUSED AND ALSO FRUSTRATED TEENAGER.

Wow isn't it really fair that all the world is always so strict about their kids going out and getting a free pass, that doesn't really matter at a house like mine, as there’s not a single person available to inquisitively question me or  abandon my stepping out of the so called house boundary. As there's is a hundred percent faith or I would rather say trust, keeping in mind the scenario of the current theoretical situation in the house.

We could probably imagine a real bizarre situation right now  that can happen, though such things aren't really expected but worst case scenario it would just be an accident that would never bother anybody in the House surroundings. THE NEW YEAR'S EVE.... yeah the whole city is so calm me being left out the only guy who wants to party hard do all petty nonsense that can probably not reach any person's imagination. Am I not feeling left out now because no one owe's me one. Every house is pathetically rude and boundary stricken to rules that their kids are the most vulnerable not just this time but all the available time as there is an apocalypse that is being planned by the extra terrestrial or something to let alone me and abandon every other existence right?

The most safest guy is always guilty to answer everyone available, as he is the hero and gets others jealous to the core, due to his willingness that runs everywhere, that gets things before they are even expected and everyone else feels what a magician this guy is. I would say, you don't say to such people as its practical right?? people around me think, and take decisions. Its nothing blindly done here and the rest whole world is so superstitious as blind in belief that their house kids are not safe and any argument is considered irrelevantly invalid. Poor they , hope could get some help but if some so called fuckin god is there looking at this he better lawyer up because the revolt he's gonna face by these innocent little creeps out there is gonna be outrageously uncontrollable.The whole world is outta trend , old fashioned or rather conservative I would say. I mean no one's brave enough to come out man. All scared little creeps who don't probably have any balls to ask out any one for a favor of them to get done. 

THAT AWESOME MOMENT WHEN PEOPLE ASK "HEY COME OVER TO MY PLACE THIS NIGHT, WE CAN PROBABLY HAVE THE BEST TIMES OF OUR LIFE TOGETHER" AND YOU REALLY KNOW THE AWKWARD TRUTH THAT YOU ARE GONNA GET A PERMISSION REPLIED TELLING  "NO!!" FROM WHEREVER YOU ARE PUTTING IN A REQUEST TO FULFILL YOUR PLEASURABLE NEEDS.

Okay in the end you must be thinking who the hell is this A*#  ho&$ having such a lot of rights to dominate others and such full of balls to get done what ever he thinks he wants to get done. 

I would rather give you a task right now to take a moment out and imagine all the above happenings keeping me in place of the pathetic others. You know why I am jeopardizing such a task , cause that's the truth man.

Sad amusingly intolerable truth.  

OH MY GOD...!!

How awestruck am I to consider such non believable things?, like the so called holy places where there is no law,I would rather say rule, keeping in mind my restrictions due to my age. The essence of growing up has always thought me just one main thing, perhaps disregarding other resourceful things is to believe something that only I see with my own eyes happening ie. practicality. However stuff like miracles and magic keep entertaining me time and again, with their logic being unclear when performed but again the world's most biggest magic , its just a trick in my way. Which is and might always be the act of god in the present and forthcoming generations as that is always been expected. But if we have to take a minute out of the so called superstitious stereotypical life's of ours and think to ourselves do things really work out by just three lines of chanting in front of all  rock and steel coated idols that may end up focusing only on us leaving the rest of the world in hay and trouble. I mean how lame can it be to believe an non existing supernatural force to take in database all the human non human race requirements. Frankly has the development in paranormal world reached such heights to consider all these things?? 

This evening I was in this temple forcibly taken as Saturday's are most favorite of the monkey god of the world(you know whom I intend to say so) and there obviously will be weirdest of the existing practices to be followed that can make so called god believe separately in the so called devotees that appear in the so called special and only temple that has probably got a reservation in the wish execution chart of the again so called god. As a matter of fact we all know how ironical is that act and duty of ours that we follow on a daily basis to do activities on both pars, anti and non anti god(which is again predefined) activities that have been clearly mentioned in the human dictionary where so called ethic's and non ethical practices exist, but there's this part of us that keeps reminding to dis regard all evil and believe that u go pray to god and he is partial towards you and you're safe ie. when the world ends you have a reservation to stay safe isn't it?? Oh people, especially old hags please wake up....!!